I wake up and its the first thought that pops in my head. FOOD! When am I going to get my next fix of a purge. Its just like a drug addiction. I try so hard to stop myself and I try to think whats really causing me to want to do this to myself. Its hurting me.
I cant always figure it out. And i know until I do I am going to keep slipping.
I go to my first appt on wednesday with my new therapist. Im anxious and nervous all the same time. Im really hoping this one works out.
So I really want to share this blog with my family but I'm scared to. I dont know how they would react to it. Any Takers on this thought suggestions. Should I or Shouldn't I?
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