My Day

So today I did alot of things. I had some laughs and giggles but i also had some serious momments to. I went through alot today. Its my first day keeping my food down. I had my first therapy appt for the first time in a long time. I was completely honest and was open with my aunt and uncle. It has been an overwhelming. Then for fun my brother and I put mentos in diet soda that was fun. I like being able to spend time with him. I got to talk to m mentor twice today. I am so greatful for her. But at time i feel like a burden in her life. Like i contact her way to much. I think i need a day without contacting her. I dont want to seem so needy to her. Im glad to have her there esp when i am going through a hard time and she talks me down. But I still feel bad to sit there and think about it. I mean i no im not but i feel like im this person in her life who is just complaining. I really hate feeling like that.